Monday, December 26, 2005
26 December 2005.. went out wif my grp of frends.. supposed to go movie cafe de but ended up in ronnie de hse.. haha wad a joke.. b4 goin to his hse we went to buy gretel de present.. waaah! veri xpensive leh.. but is 10 ppl share de so it's alrite la haha.. after buyin her present we chiong ron de hse. tat dae his karaoke set arrivin. although we said we will chiong his karaoke set de but ended up watchin the superstars de concert de vcd. haha so lame sia. go his hse juz to watch vcd...
Well.. like i said i dun mind putin my story in dis blog.. so on wif it.. tat dat dae was pretty important to mi.. coz it was the dae wher i for the first time in my whole life tel how i feel to the person tat i like. pretty tensed up upon seein her. but i slowly get betta as time passes. i wud not say wad i told her nor wad she told mi on my blog. aniwaz, the outcome isn't as wad i xpected but i wud not let dis incident get the worse of mi. like wc say, 'juz cheerio'. well.. i will try de. The outcome, which i said previously, ain't a reject nor an accept. Somehow after hearin dis ans from her i started to feel a little loosen up. probably bcoz i am not myself when im wif her last time. im not meanin im being possessed or wad hor. wad i mean is i'm not at my usual attitude n behaviour. Well.. perhaps now i will be back myself again when i'm wif her again. hope so oso haha. aniwaz, tats all for todae. dunno wad to write le.
The PessimisticGuy Blastin Past.. Haiz...
PessimisticGuy
wondering @ Monday, December 26, 2005
Friday, December 16, 2005
This blog has become a diary to mi, or shd i say an open diary to everybody. I'm particularly fine abt tat, tats bcoz i dun mind sharin my story wif everyone, be it those i noe n those i dunno.
Eversince after prom nite, i hab been doin a lot of tinkin. I keep askin myself myself wad i shd do if i succeed n wad i shd do if i fail. People keep tellin mi not to tink too much but i can't help tinkin abt it. They say tat 'Rus, dun worry so much la, u can do it de' n especially Ron, who keep sayin tat 'u r confirmed de la..' Mi? Confirmed? HAHA. Wad a joke they can tink of. To mi, they r utterin nonsense. All r juz CRAP!!!
Aniwaz, i hab tried to ask her out. Well, she agreed to go out wif mi, so i thought there was a glimpse of hope for mi. But when i confirmed wif her again, she juz said she had sth on. Day after day, delay n delay, I keep askin myself wad she is actually tinkin. Makin mi feel tat the outcome is.. well.. guys lookin at dis.. if u were in my shoes u will noe wad i mean... The feelin inside of mi rite now.. is juz so terrible.. feelin ask though my heart is sinkin deep down.. feelin as though the sky is collaspin on mi.. UNBEARABLE....
Haizzz... cannot carry on further more.. tat's it for today....
The PessimisticGuy blastin past.. Haiz...
PessimisticGuy
wondering @ Friday, December 16, 2005
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Ok ok.. first time bloggin so dunno wad to write.. normally when i see other ppl blogs they usually hab a lot to say but i dun say it goes the same 4 mi.. Well.. lets begin wif my story. Dunno y i like her.. probably yi jian zhong qin bahx.. tat was durin last year between march n april but didn't get to noe her until dis yr. Aniwaz, on the day of prom nite, 29 of November 2005, it was a nervous day 4 mi.. Y i say tat? It's bcoz it was the day when i first actually first proposed my luv to someone.. Of coz it was nervous.. My heart was actually poundin very fast tat day. Durin tat day i went wif Ron to buy 3 stalks of white roses but the roses were out of stock! So no choice i bought tulips instead of roses. Franking speakin many ppl were lookin at mi when i purchased the tulips but i dun gv a damn abt dem. i oni noe i had to do wad i had to do. Come evenin, it was the time prom nite start. When i saw her, i was practically stunned. Beautiful of coz. If not i wud not be stunned rite? Haha. Aniwaz, i knew i had to find a chance to present the tulips to her and instead of mi findin the chance, my frenz actually find mi the chance. Wad a joke! Haha. After tat i walked up to her wif the flowers in my coat n say.. well... gv the tulips to her. And she accepted it! I was really happy at tat moment. Howeva i haben receive her reply. Maybe i hab not done enuff. Well, i will try harder de. Kampateh! =D
The PessimisticGuy blastin past.. Haiz...
PessimisticGuy
wondering @ Saturday, December 03, 2005
